euu wiill contiinue tuU hurt miie . cos euu dunn understannd how ii feel . iif onlyy euu puUt uUrself iin muaii shoe . denn euu wiill know tat kiind obb bad feeliinnqq . ii use muaii best tuU lovess, care, andd qqiibb iin to euu . budd endd uUp wadd ii qqet iis tiis . iimaqqiine euu qqot a qqurlfriiend who qqot a maple kor tat almost contact miie everyydayy . iin other wayy, ii shall sayy . becos obb hiim denn ii onliine . denn wadd wiill be uur reactiion .? euu naber ask uUrself tiis matter . ii choose tuU lovess euu, budd tat doesn't meann euu cann huUrt miie iin tiis wayy . lovess miie realii tat hardd ma .?
sometyym ii'm tiinkiinnqq iif euu realii lovess miie . wiill euu realii choose tiis wayy tuU huUrt miie .? mayybe tat cann realii proof sometiinn ba . tat iis uUr lovess towardd miie iis not tat 100% and truUth yyet . ii realii dunn wann tiis kiind obb fcukiinnqq liive . ii hadd enouqqh . reali enouqqh .
iif one dayy ii ask euu to disownn uUr MAPLE MEII . wiill euu .? mayybe euu wiill . budd euu wiill be veryy sad . cos euu wiill lost tiis darliinnqq mei . riiqqht .? tiis wiill be uUr ownn choiice . piick miie or her .
iif she realii wann uUr haste . denn party euu . denn ask her go traiin another new siinn account la . whyy keep onn ask euu qqiibb her haste . ii'm oso a womann . a womann wiill qqet jealous over a qquy tat ii lovess alot, andd feel to treasure hiim . after ii wriite so much . suddennlyy ii tiinn mayybe euu wouldd evenn bother tuU come see muaii bloqq ba . cos tat doesn't iimportantt tuU euu . nw the most iimportant the iis uUr maple character ba .
ask euu la . our anniiversary comiinnqq lerr . habb euu plann anyy tiinn for miie or even for us .? ii cann qques uUr answer . iis NO . the most we go watch moviies, denn walk walk . denn tat col a dayy . euu know wadd ii realii wann ma .? romatiic .......
forqqet abt iit . jus talk iit tat ii naber ever wriite tiis post before ba . cos ii know euu wonn't come see muaii bloqq, unless ii ask euu tuU come see see . riiqqht .?
all ii niidd iis care and secure . pls let miie feel tat !!
suddennlyy ii feel veryy lost towardd muaii relatiionshiip ; no liiqqht wiith onlyy a black and narrow path for miie tuU walk alonnee .
haii . lovess euu . wiill ii qqet back the same lovess .?
ii lovess euu iis more denn 100% .
wadd abt euu .?
jus 100% .?
feeliinnqq cryyiinnqq .
10/07/06 ; a date tat ii wonn't forqqet .
wadd abt euu .?
doesn't iit applyy the same tuU euu too .?
ii'm stiill wonderiinnqq . no more confiidence iin muaii self .
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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .
