Sunday, October 28, 2007;

hahas . todayy naber went for work . cos abiit headache . LOL . playy the whole dayy maple . fiinally ii lvl 46 liiao . hahas . although dardar diidn't went back tuu malaysiia ytd . budd he sayy next week, he comfiirm go back . wadd cann ii stiill sayy .?

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laoqonnqq, iif one dayy euu sayy euu not qoiinnqq tuu leave muaii liife . ii wiill smiile . budd pleade dunn ever sayy tat euu qoiinnqq back tuu malaysiia . cos muaii hart wiill break iinto alot obb piieces . =[ so siian . tml workiinnqq aqqaiinn . from 9 - 4 . how am ii suppose tuu past muaii liife lyk tat . LOL

realii cheriish euu alot .
hope euu do too .

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Friday, October 26, 2007;

hahas . jus fiiniish playiinnqq muaii maple . LOL . haii . todayy abiit moodyy . cos mayybe dar qoiinnqq back tuu malaysiia . cos hiis AHMA iin hospiital . haii . jus wiish tat euu cann stayy byy muaii siide . euu wiill naber know tat kiind obb feeliinnqq whenever euu sayy euu wann go back tuu malaysiia . todayy whenn ii heard tat . muaii tear almost comiinnqq out . haii . ii wonn't blame euu for qoiinnqq back . cos ii loves euu too much . iis jus tat ii scare tat muaii hart wiill feel biitter denn we qquarrel . dunno whyy . ii jus cann't control over muaii tear . tiis iis too suddenn lerr . haii . cann euu dunn go .? jus for the sake of miie .? T.T ii dunn wann tuu cryy too . ii jus scare tat ii wiill feel lonely whenn euu not around . jus afraiid tat ii wiill damn miiss euu .

whyy ii feel lyk cryyiinnqq nw .?
maybe jus becos ii too loves euu .

todayy ii lent korkor deyy all muaii "KEYBOARD" . LOL . qquess . wadd tat .? hahas . shh . iit a secret . LOL . dunn worryy about miie . ii enouqqh e . iis jus tat euu all treat miie qqoodd . denn ii treat euu all qqoodd onlyy . dunn niidd be so TOUCH !! LOL . hahas . whenn ii niid euu all comfiirm will lent miie . nw ii qqot . comfiirm wiill lent back too . ^^

loves euu qquyy too much .
cann euu dunn leave .?
iif euu realii leave .
maybe ii wiill tryy tuu work all the dayy .
so tat ii wonn't miiss euu tat much .

ii wiill smiile, feel happyy iif ii know euu wonn't be qoiinnqq back . maybe tat wadd the heavenn wann tuu test our love . so we must be stronnqq .

budd ii afraiid ii cann't bear tuu see euu go .

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Wednesday, October 24, 2007;

LOL .
ii so lonnqq naber post muaii bloqq lerr . haii . recently dunno whyy . ii met all funny person . lyk the dayy b4 ytd . ii met an AH MA . LOL . ii was tryyiinnqq tuu top uo muaii new bus stamp . as ii was buyyiinnqq the bus stamp . an AHMA tap muaii BF shoulder and ask hiim faster . ii not evenn use the machiine not a miin . and she ask us tuu faster .?! cann euu qquess wadd happenn next .? whenn ii wann tuu press muaii piin number . the AHMA qqet closer tuu miie . see wadd ii'm wriitiinnqq . PIIN no le . she tot wadd ah .? LOL . normal reaction . ii cover the screen as ii was pressiinnqq . euu know she sayy .? lyk iinsiide a miillon dollars lyk tat . who wann tuu see .? at fiirst, ii felt anqqryy . budd ii tiin she stiill an AHMA ma . so ii diidn't sayy or do anyytiin . budd she qqettiinnqq more worse and more worse lo . she keep on naqq at miie . lyk iit all muaii fault . denn ii slowly walk awayy, and keep muaii ez-liink card and POSB card . denn she sayy ii no manners . wann take miie go poliice statiion . denn ii sayy COME LA . she keep on sayy CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB ... ... ...

ii reqqret naber record wadd tat AHMA sayy . ii reqqret naber briinnqq her tuu poliice statiion . wadd ii cann sayy iis ...

ytd, ii qquarrel wiith muaii BF . dunno how tuu sayy la . ask hiim go fiind a job only ma . denn he sayy waiit untiill next tyym hiis brother or hiis friiend go wiith hiim la . he dunn lyk interview hiimself . denn ii sayy . tat tyym mcdonald he oso interview hiimself . haii . denn end up qquarrel wiith hiim . =.=
waddever he sayy, ii wiill liistenn . budd waddever ii sayy . he wonn't liistenn . haii . sometyym, iin hiis hart . ii feel ii nth tuu hiim . budd everytiin iis over nw . jus becos he wann tuu made miie smiile and forqqiive hiim . he let miie tiickle hiim for 2 miins . hahas . he was lyk rolliinnqq on the floor . hahas .

and slatteryy . muaii bloqq wonn't rot e . euu see . nw ii qqot so mannyy tiin tuu sayy . hahas . ii busyy ma . hahas . LOL

laoqonnqq, jus wann let euu know tat euu are iimportant tuu miie . haii . hope euu tiin tat wayy too . T.T

ytd, qquarrel wiith euu . budd euu seem lyk iingore . muaii hart feel so biitter . realii veryy biitter . euu sayy euu wiill channqqe . ii cann qqiibb euu tyym . budd euu realii cann channqqe ma .? HAI . 1 year, 3 months, 13 dayys and 22 hours lerr . ii hope ii cann forever contiinue lyk tat liie on your shoulder and count our dayys .

some tiin, ii cann veryy comfiirm iis ii loves euu .

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Friday, October 19, 2007;

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the parkUsed to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girlOne of a kind
But you mush up my mindYou walk to get declinedOh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy
Chorus:You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 2:
It was back in '99Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my worldIt came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declinedOh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me whyI'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

andd ii lovess tiis sonnqq so much .
hahas .
laoqonnqq andd qoiinnqq tuu marryy iin maple lerr . ^^
look forward tuu tat .

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Thursday, October 18, 2007;

alriiqqht . siince ii habb the tyym nw . denn ii shall update muaii bloqq . =] the reasonn whyy ii habb not been updatiinnqq muaii bloqq iis muaii timiinnqq iis pack wiith work . andd ii'm siick . * COUGGH COUGGH * haii . jus wann thannks laoqonnqq andd muaii mummyy for takiinnqq care obb miie whenn ii'm siick . LOL

jus becos obb tat tootpiit siista . almost the whole computer break downn . ZzzZz . dunno wad the fcuk she press . endd upp . muaii audiitiionn iis qqonnee . =[ muaii onlyy entertaiinment !!

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Monday, October 8, 2007;

wOOts . am ii dreamiinnqq or wadd .? ii realii fiiniishedd muaii N lvl examiinatiionn lerr . ^^

l0llx . muaii baobeii and muaii anniiversaryy iis comiinnqq lerr .
her wann iis on 9 obb october, whiile muaii iis on 10 obb october .
veryy shunn riiqqht .?
cos we baobeii ma . ^^

laoqonnqq, ii realii hope nw cann faster jump tuU wednesdayy .
cos we qoiinnqq tuU celenrate our 1 year andd 3 monnths ANNIIVERSARYY siia .

l0llx . cann't qqet tuU sleep siia .

hope tat on tat dayy, we wiill have our preious memoryy tuU be kept iin our harts forever .
riiqqht .? ^^

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Thursday, October 4, 2007;

wOOts . fiinallyy qoiinnqq to fiiniish muaii last year iin tat school lerr . althouqqh veryy fast ii wiill be miissiinnqq muaii best buddyy lyk ; kellynn, chiin miin, gracee, sharonn, dorothy, verniicee, mei junn andd yii tiian . opps . diid ii miiss out anyone .? =x

hope tat ii cann go tuU the school tat ii realii wann . lyk SIIMEII ITE !! >.<

haii . laoqonnqq . todayy whenn ii haviinnqq muaii afternoon nap . ii habb a niiqqht mare . iit was darmm scaryy . ii was been locked up . AND . all obb euu dunn wann miie . leave miie all alonee .

laoqonnqq . ii evenn cryy iin muaii badd dreamm . ii hope tat realii wonn't happenn tuU miie .

cos euu onlyy belonnqq tuU miie .

nth qoiinnqq tuU break our relatiionshiip so easiilyy, riiqqht .?

muack .

count downn 2 more dayys tuU muaii FREEDOMM !!

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Tuesday, October 2, 2007;

duUnno whyy ii choose tuU forqqive euu iin the endd . haii . hope tat euu reali qqot do a plann for our comiinnqq anniiversaryy . 1 year andd 3 months lerr . euu qqot rmb ma .? hope from todayy onward, euu wiill come see muaii bloqq everyydayy . to see muaii latest update, zhenn xiin hua . =] btw, qqoodd luUck for uUr comiinnqq N lvl .

jiie, ii know euu quarrel wiith uUr qqoodd friiend PEARL . riiqqht .? hahas . dunn tiinn too muUh la . =x nth tuU sayy liiao .

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .

Monday, October 1, 2007;

euu wiill contiinue tuU hurt miie . cos euu dunn understannd how ii feel . iif onlyy euu puUt uUrself iin muaii shoe . denn euu wiill know tat kiind obb bad feeliinnqq . ii use muaii best tuU lovess, care, andd qqiibb iin to euu . budd endd uUp wadd ii qqet iis tiis . iimaqqiine euu qqot a qqurlfriiend who qqot a maple kor tat almost contact miie everyydayy . iin other wayy, ii shall sayy . becos obb hiim denn ii onliine . denn wadd wiill be uur reactiion .? euu naber ask uUrself tiis matter . ii choose tuU lovess euu, budd tat doesn't meann euu cann huUrt miie iin tiis wayy . lovess miie realii tat hardd ma .?

sometyym ii'm tiinkiinnqq iif euu realii lovess miie . wiill euu realii choose tiis wayy tuU huUrt miie .? mayybe tat cann realii proof sometiinn ba . tat iis uUr lovess towardd miie iis not tat 100% and truUth yyet . ii realii dunn wann tiis kiind obb fcukiinnqq liive . ii hadd enouqqh . reali enouqqh .

iif one dayy ii ask euu to disownn uUr MAPLE MEII . wiill euu .? mayybe euu wiill . budd euu wiill be veryy sad . cos euu wiill lost tiis darliinnqq mei . riiqqht .? tiis wiill be uUr ownn choiice . piick miie or her .

iif she realii wann uUr haste . denn party euu . denn ask her go traiin another new siinn account la . whyy keep onn ask euu qqiibb her haste . ii'm oso a womann . a womann wiill qqet jealous over a qquy tat ii lovess alot, andd feel to treasure hiim . after ii wriite so much . suddennlyy ii tiinn mayybe euu wouldd evenn bother tuU come see muaii bloqq ba . cos tat doesn't iimportantt tuU euu . nw the most iimportant the iis uUr maple character ba .

ask euu la . our anniiversary comiinnqq lerr . habb euu plann anyy tiinn for miie or even for us .? ii cann qques uUr answer . iis NO . the most we go watch moviies, denn walk walk . denn tat col a dayy . euu know wadd ii realii wann ma .? romatiic .......

forqqet abt iit . jus talk iit tat ii naber ever wriite tiis post before ba . cos ii know euu wonn't come see muaii bloqq, unless ii ask euu tuU come see see . riiqqht .?

all ii niidd iis care and secure . pls let miie feel tat !!

suddennlyy ii feel veryy lost towardd muaii relatiionshiip ; no liiqqht wiith onlyy a black and narrow path for miie tuU walk alonnee .

haii . lovess euu . wiill ii qqet back the same lovess .?
ii lovess euu iis more denn 100% .
wadd abt euu .?
jus 100% .?

feeliinnqq cryyiinnqq .

10/07/06 ; a date tat ii wonn't forqqet .

wadd abt euu .?
doesn't iit applyy the same tuU euu too .?
ii'm stiill wonderiinnqq . no more confiidence iin muaii self .

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muaii beloved laoqonnqq, ii lovess euu mannyy mannyy .